Hey blog,
It's really old when the last time I write the entry,,
Now, I will tell you my saddest moment.
When I fell down form the high mountain and I feel so hopeless, like I can't doing anything again in my life.
I have a big dream. I really hope that someday it'll become real. But, in fact, I can't reach it.
It just because a simple thing. My score is not enough to reach the point. It just different 2 point. So, I lost that dream.
I am SAD, not only sad,
But, I'm CRY. yes, I CRY so loudly.
I'm also ANGRY. with myself and with God *Oh, sorry God*
I feel SHAME. with myself, my friends, and the important is I feel shame with my beloved parents.
They given me many things since I was a baby, I turn become kid and now I'm a teenager. They give me affection, love, attention, advice and so many other things.
But, What have I done?
I just feel that I can't make them proud of me.
So, for about three days or maybe one weeks *WOW* , I feel my life is empty. I feel nothing. I feel so depressed on that time.
THEN......
I just realized something.
That in this life
'Every people have their own way'
'What we expect the best for us is unsure really best for us, because God will give the best for our self'
'There are many things that I still can do'
'There will always wisdom from every calamity'
Yeah, So I start to realize-back that I still have many DREAMS. I amuse my self with some quotes that I see and I tweet it like :
1. The best is not only when you want it and God give it. But, the best is when you can receive what God give to you although you don't want it
2. I just fallen from high mountain. And, I know it's really hurt. But, I know every people will fall from mountain. The point is Let's fall and hike the mountain with smile :)
3. Time is the best medicine for every kind of sick
4. You can say a LIE but you can't LIE to yourself
5. Let my tears down, because I can't tell what I want and I don't know how to spell it to you
6. Life is good when you always enjoy what you do
And for my parents I tweet this --> Thanks for loving me. Thanks for being inspiration for me. Thanks for your kindness. Thanks for your attention. Thanks for the advice. Thanks for your help. Thanks for give motivation for me. Thanks for everything that you have given to me.
BUT.....
I'm so sorry, I can't give you anything. SORRY :( Once again, SORRY.
Huft. Now I feel fresh. That's because I know that when you fall down, you don't need to cry. You just need to smile, make a dream (again), and hike the mountain with your spirit.
And, That's the POINT.
Okay, Thanks for read this story. Byeee ~~
It's really old when the last time I write the entry,,
Now, I will tell you my saddest moment.
When I fell down form the high mountain and I feel so hopeless, like I can't doing anything again in my life.
I have a big dream. I really hope that someday it'll become real. But, in fact, I can't reach it.
It just because a simple thing. My score is not enough to reach the point. It just different 2 point. So, I lost that dream.
I am SAD, not only sad,
But, I'm CRY. yes, I CRY so loudly.
I'm also ANGRY. with myself and with God *Oh, sorry God*
I feel SHAME. with myself, my friends, and the important is I feel shame with my beloved parents.
They given me many things since I was a baby, I turn become kid and now I'm a teenager. They give me affection, love, attention, advice and so many other things.
But, What have I done?
I just feel that I can't make them proud of me.
So, for about three days or maybe one weeks *WOW* , I feel my life is empty. I feel nothing. I feel so depressed on that time.
THEN......
I just realized something.
That in this life
'Every people have their own way'
'What we expect the best for us is unsure really best for us, because God will give the best for our self'
'There are many things that I still can do'
'There will always wisdom from every calamity'
Yeah, So I start to realize-back that I still have many DREAMS. I amuse my self with some quotes that I see and I tweet it like :
1. The best is not only when you want it and God give it. But, the best is when you can receive what God give to you although you don't want it
2. I just fallen from high mountain. And, I know it's really hurt. But, I know every people will fall from mountain. The point is Let's fall and hike the mountain with smile :)
3. Time is the best medicine for every kind of sick
4. You can say a LIE but you can't LIE to yourself
5. Let my tears down, because I can't tell what I want and I don't know how to spell it to you
6. Life is good when you always enjoy what you do
And for my parents I tweet this --> Thanks for loving me. Thanks for being inspiration for me. Thanks for your kindness. Thanks for your attention. Thanks for the advice. Thanks for your help. Thanks for give motivation for me. Thanks for everything that you have given to me.
BUT.....
I'm so sorry, I can't give you anything. SORRY :( Once again, SORRY.
Huft. Now I feel fresh. That's because I know that when you fall down, you don't need to cry. You just need to smile, make a dream (again), and hike the mountain with your spirit.
And, That's the POINT.
Okay, Thanks for read this story. Byeee ~~
