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Kenapa di dunia ini bertebaran orang-orang yang berbakat?

Gerem rasanya kalo liat karya orang-orang tu bagus-bagus, keren-keren, awesome xO
Jadi pengen punya karya kayak mereka juga kan.

Huaaaaa :O *pengen teriak* *pengen gigit sesuatu*

--- ATTENTION (just ignore this, because the writer is crazy when she writes this post) LOL xD

Alhamdulillah. Thanks for give me the best for today, God :D

Akhirnya hari ini, aku mendapat ekskul tetap di SMA Plus Negeri 17 Palembang. Yaitu ekskul KIRANA (Kelompok Ilmiah Remaja Andalan 17).
Syarat sebuah ekskul yaitu anggotanya maksimal terdiri atas 35 orang, nah, ekskul kirana ini mempunyai banyak peminat sehingga dari angkatan kami, angkatan empat belas ada 39 siswa yang ingin masuk KIRANA. Alhasil, harus ada 4 siswa yang di.eliminasi. Sedih? Memang.
Aku berharap aku tidak termasuk dalam 4 siswa yang harus keluar itu. Tetapi, aku sedih kalau yang lain harus dikeluarin. Huft, serba salah. Tapi, yang namanya peraturan dimanapun pasti harus dipatuhi.

Jadi, hari ini, Senin, 9 Agustus 2010, kami semua siswa yang 39 itu disuruh berkumpul di ruang KIRANA, ruang 8. Disini kami akan diwawancarai (sebenarnya kami juga sudah disuruh membuat karangan dgn tema lingkungan). Nah, kami dibagi jadi 6 kelompok setiap kelompok terdiri atas 5/6 orang. Mulailah kami ditanya-tanya. Pokoknya pertanyaan macem-macem plus beda-beda setiap kelompok.

Setelah semua sudah diwawancarai, para senior berkumpul di luar ruangan. Berunding mungkin. Senior pun mulai memanggil beberapa siswa keluar. Yg didalem, masih dagdigdug dan berdoa smoga bukan mereka yang dikeluarin.

Akhirnya, tiba waktu pengumuman....
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Rasanya gak pengen denger nama-nama yang dikeluarin. Jujur, takut. Tapi, penasaran juga sih. Akhirnya kak naafi, ketua kir mulai menyebutkan nama yang keluar. Tambah dagdigdug kan.
Selesai.
Yah, kak naafi selesai meyebutkan nama yang di.eliminasi. Namaku? Sania Rifa Zaharadina? Alhamdulillah kak naafi tidak menyebut namaku. Tapi, sedih ngeliat yg harus dikeluarin :'(

Buat yang tereleminasi, jangan berlarut dalam kesedihan yaaa. okeoke?
Masih banyak ekskul yang cocok buat kalian kok :) Jadi, berusahalah !! Karena, ingatlah

"Allah akan selalu memberi yang terbaik serta Allah tidak akan merubah nasib suatu kaum apabila kaum tersebut tidak berusaha untuk merubahnya"

So, you always need to struggle and never give up !!

Dan, dengan masuknya aku dalam ekskul ini aku berharap aku bisa mengambil manfaat yang diberikan ekskul ini sebaik-baiknya. Aku bisa meraih prestasi yang membanggakan serta dapat menjunjung nama ekskul KIRANA ini. Amiin.

Hey blog,
It's really old when the last time I write the entry,,
Now, I will tell you my saddest moment.
When I fell down form the high mountain and I feel so hopeless, like I can't doing anything again in my life.

I have a big dream. I really hope that someday it'll become real. But, in fact, I can't reach it.
It just because a simple thing. My score is not enough to reach the point. It just different 2 point. So, I lost that dream.

I am SAD, not only sad,
But, I'm CRY. yes, I CRY so loudly.
I'm also ANGRY. with myself and with God *Oh, sorry God*
I feel SHAME. with myself, my friends, and the important is I feel shame with my beloved parents.
They given me many things since I was a baby, I turn become kid and now I'm a teenager. They give me affection, love, attention, advice and so many other things.

But, What have I done?
I just feel that I can't make them proud of me.

So, for about three days or maybe one weeks *WOW* , I feel my life is empty. I feel nothing. I feel so depressed on that time.

THEN......
I just realized something.
That in this life
'Every people have their own way'
'What we expect the best for us is unsure really best for us, because God will give the best for our self'
'There are many things that I still can do'
'There will always wisdom from every calamity'

Yeah, So I start to realize-back that I still have many DREAMS. I amuse my self with some quotes that I see and I tweet it like :
1. The best is not only when you want it and God give it. But, the best is when you can receive what God give to you although you don't want it

2. I just fallen from high mountain. And, I know it's really hurt. But, I know every people will fall from mountain. The point is Let's fall and hike the mountain with smile :)

3. Time is the best medicine for every kind of sick

4. You can say a LIE but you can't LIE to yourself

5. Let my tears down, because I can't tell what I want and I don't know how to spell it to you

6. Life is good when you always enjoy what you do

And for my parents I tweet this --> Thanks for loving me. Thanks for being inspiration for me. Thanks for your kindness. Thanks for your attention. Thanks for the advice. Thanks for your help. Thanks for give motivation for me. Thanks for everything that you have given to me.
BUT.....
I'm so sorry, I can't give you anything. SORRY :( Once again, SORRY.

Huft. Now I feel fresh. That's because I know that when you fall down, you don't need to cry. You just need to smile, make a dream (again), and hike the mountain with your spirit.

And, That's the POINT.

Okay, Thanks for read this story. Byeee ~~

This all are my combination words. I make it by myself. But, I don't know, if you have read some of my own words at the other place. Start read it, okay?? Please ::

Mungkin sekarang kamu blum bisa merasakan dan hanya bisa ngomong, tapi setelah merasakannya, kamu akan tau
Maybe, you said that, because you haven’t feel yet that before, but If you have felt it you will know.

Begitu mudah untuk berbicara/mengomentari sesuatu, tetapi jika kamu mencoba sesuatu itu, kamu akan tau betapa susahnya.
It’s so easy to talk, but if you have tried what you talk you will know how hard that thing.

Orang yang hebat adalah orang yang dapat berenang dengan tenang di tengah kuatnya arus laut.
The great people is the one who can swim calmly in the middle of strong sea.

Hidup di dunia yang sementara ini adalah sebuah TES untuk kita hidup di akhirat yang kekal.
Live in this temporary world is a TEST for our live in the eternal hereafter.

Kematian adalah gerbang untuk pergi ke kehidupan baru.
Death is the gate to go to a new life.

Keinginan yang besar dapat mengalahkan kemalasan.
A big wish can bear down laziness.

Hidup tanpa harapan seperti kapal tanpa tujuan.
Life without wish is like boat without destination.

Mimpi akan datang, tetapi berdasarkan seberapa besarnya kepercayaanmu pada mimpi itu.
Dream will come true, but based on how big you believe to that dream.


Percaya pada mimpimu, bisa membuatmu mencoba, mencoba dan terus mencoba untuk mendapatakan mimpi itu.
Believe in a dream, can make you try, try and always try to get that dream.

Egoislah dan kau akan melihat awal dari kehancuranmu.
Be selfish and you will see start of your destruction.

Percaya adalah satu kata yang mempunyai arti yang kuat di dunia ini.
BELIEVE is one of the powerful words in this life.

Okay, These are my COMBINATION WORDS :D